Every day something else...
Ffffffffff, don't even feel like writing. Every day there is something new and nasty that surprises me and makes my day shit. I'm swollen since I had my blood transfusion on Tuesday and its not just my feet that are swollen either 
I'm tired and keep falling asleep but every time I do so I forget to take a breath and wake up breathless/choking. I had this after my last lung operation and I think it was because of the pills and it eventually improved. Just can't remember if I need to change pills or do something else to stop it.
I know have oxygen machine and couple of high stools in the bathroom and kitchen so I can sit while I'm there. Which is pretty helpful especially while I'm brushing my teeth.
I didn't have a good sleep last night and I'm knackered now. Everyday is getting more and more difficult. I wonder why 
Anyway, enough moaning for today. Lenka is having few days off, then my sisters will be here and them my mum will come and hopefully give me a hand during the days when Lenka is a work. So that's should work ok.
