From hospital bed
I've never thoght this will be possible with NHS but I'm actually writing this from my hospital bed. Last week I had a 1st cycle of IFOS to try and slow the progress of the dissease in my lungs. I think my body has now had so much chemo that it just refuses to deal with it anymore. All side affects were worst than any time in last 3 years of my treatment.
I was addmitted back to hospital after 4 days at home with temperature and low blood count. They still didin't find the source of infection so for now I'm staying in hospital.
Sorry about the spelling, the keyboard is very small and hard to write on and the spell check doesnt work on hospital browser.
I hope to be home soon and will have to think hard if its worth having any more chemo or not considering the benefits are not really worth all the problems and pains.
