Bit warmer
So the snow is gone and the weather is a bit warmer. I must say it looked much better when it was white. Hopefully there will be some more snow soon because it was raining whole day yesterday.
christmas
Well, i´m spending my christmas in eastern part of Slovakia. Its freaking freezing here. Lots of snow, wind and really cold.
Hmmm, merry christmass to everyone :D
Breathe or not to breathe
Funny thing is that if I take a deep breath I can feel the pain in my lungs and i can feel the little fuc**rs grow but when I exercise I don't feel it even if I breathe as heavy as I can. I guess I should exercise all the time.
Another few weeks and I'll be in better shape than ever except for one little detail - the stupid cancer growing in my lungs.
well, we'll see
:x
another day
The christmas is here and I guess I should be excited. I think once I'm on my holiday I'll be able to think about something other than the hospital/doctors/health. Right now its difficult to think about anything else. Well, at least writing in here keeps me busy. I only woke up few hours ago and its already getting dark.
I gotta come up with some other ways to keep myself occupied because I got nothing to write about... sitting at home doing not much. Eating healthy and exercising a lot. I would be so freaking healthy right now if I didn't have cancer.. :?:
Here we go again :-(
Well, its 5 weeks since I finished the very very long 8 month of chemo and the little fu..ers are growing back already. At least it made the decision about the surgery easier as now I need it.
So in 5 weeks I'll be open and they'll be cutting bits of my left lung, and some time later the same on the right one. What a pleasant thought.
I wonder what chemo they'll mix up for me this time if the first one didn't work.
Anyway, I'll kill them this time :wink:
